"I don’t care what you do to me, but I don’t want you to hurt me. I’ve had enough hurt already in my life. More than enough. Now I want to be happy."

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via stevenbong)

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marry a guy who has sisters because he’s seen the female in her natural state therefore won’t have any unrealistic expectations of you 

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"It was always like walking on glass with you, but I was never afraid of getting cut. You had your scars, and you let the blood drip onto my soul, seeping in like venom and I watched without hesitation as it poisoned my insides, grasping onto everything it could. It was as if I was being euthanized by your words, fading slowing and then abruptly coming to an end, becoming nothing. You had your past, and it was so dark that it tantalized you until you tore holes in my heart where yours used to be, and I sat in silence as you screamed, not realizing that you were letting out the darkness that was once so unwillingly given to you long ago. I stayed by your side as you ripped me apart, little by little. Until one day, you just left. When there was no more of me to give to you, no part of me that you hadn’t tainted, you just left. But I am still here, haunted by your voice in my head reminding me that I am not worth the love that you could’ve given me. It’s a tragedy you know, to become so infatuated with someone that you mistake affection for love. To become so entangled in ones being that you misunderstand their nature and fool yourself into seeing them differently than they truly are. What a misfortune it is to train your mind into only seeing the good in someone, and completely rejecting the bad until one day you realize that you deserve much better but by then it is too late. Your soul is connected to theirs and will always have a fragment of them inside you, tucked away only to resurface later on to torment you. And this, this is what love isn’t."

My mess of a mind

"The saddest part isn’t what you did to me but what I would have done for you."


U know how in winter it gets so cold and u think u will never be hot again and in summer it gets so hot u think u will never be cold again I think that is how it is with ur feelings like when u r sad u think u will never be happy and when u r happy u think u will never be sad. But u will be hot again and u will be cold again and u will be sad again but most of all u will be happy again

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